lack of sleep + work + school + lack of food + medication = one very sick boy ( Read more... )

Taken like a cramp, its felt then i want it gone, i want to rest, hoping i can tend to it later; my mistakes. Its hard when there are 2 parties feling this cramp.. me and [her].. ive fallen from what i used to be, to who knows what, my personality is stuck in this rut. It hurts most at 4 am, but im asleep, its hurts the least at 4 pm.. i wish shed ( Read more... )

Took me 5 minutes, got it graded.. 100%. Utter satisfaction.

You, the one who tells me how to write, you are the one who tells me that time is an abundance i need to use wisely. You tell me i need organization, you tell me to analyze that one more time. Im tired of you, you do this and you do that. You is the most unintelligable word ever, because of you i hate. Hate is not something i want to confide with. ( Read more... )

You, the one who tells me how to write, you are the one who tells me that time is an abundance i need to use wisely. You tell me i need organization, you tell me to analyze that one more time. Im tired of you, you do this and you do that. You is the most unintelligable word ever, because of you i hate. Hate is not something i want to confide with. ( Read more... )

well, im damn happy still! i aced my psych test and anthro test, so damn easy. im now sitting here. no idea what to do but maybe write my outline for my descriptive essay. Im thinking about writing it about the appreciation for individual sound and expression. Damn. Basically its inspired by a song "sing me something soft, sad and delicate, or ( Read more... )

The complete lack of learning is over abundant.. funny how i contradict myself in the same sentence. Its funny how she, my anthro teacher manages to do the same thing. This is anthro, a class to learn how to be neutral between cultures. Yet she enforces such a strong tact on how we SHOULD write, id like to say its ethnocentrism. fuck im tired. Our ( Read more... )

Jesus was my first love!! just kidding... ok well. Hi, I wish [her] birthday could have gone smoother, i hate it that one of the days that actually matters turns out to be bad for her. I made her cake and i was late, i mean come on arent i supposed to be early.. ::sigh:: She is a nice girlfriend and forgave me. ^^ ... other reasons undiscoled ( Read more... )

the day you realize you cant be irresponsible at all, for any reason, the day you realize you have to start taking care of yourself in every which way that is needed. The day you realize youd like to just sit and relax and youre only 18... wait what day is this? When can i do that? oh wait, maybe ill just try and sleep every other day ( Read more... )

Definition unbound, words are concieved into this carriage and babied. Did they grow and leave me, did maturity obscure my childhood from me, afraid of my tainting nature as an adult? Why cant we hold onto it and protect it for our own. Why does the child seclude itself at our own disgression, we induce this behavior. Playing hide and seek with ( Read more... )