Dont tell nicole but her boyfriend is posting on her journal as she sleeps teehee. Be prepared for illiteracy >.> i semi tired. Anyways WE did get to hang out today and i even got to go home with her, its hard to resist when she bats those concrete blue eyes at you. We had so much fun! Even though i ended up waking up late this morning, she still ( Read more... )

I get so lost in writing - its contradiction. Words collaborated into phrases to ignite the next move, letters words and numbers dont count the times ive seen you the way i do. Numbers are inaccurate, do they tally the amount of emotion relayed into each kiss, can they decipher creases of love over creases of lust in our lips and our fingertips? ( Read more... )

Have you ever seen those kids that just have something to say about everything, even about things in conversations they arent a part of? Eavesdropping, or stalking in some kind of miniscule form. My cousin does that alot ( Read more... )

A month behind happy hands, holding the world inside a content smile, loathing is completely abs4ence in this connection. Her mouth worn around mine like a sweater she allows me to feel content when she caters to every desire.. Im always beside her doing the same.. I dont think ive ever loved somebody as much as i do her. I feel almost shameful for ( Read more... )

i get a feeling when i want everything to be important and allow myself to do so, and i want myself to feel important at that time. I feel like an ass for feeling bad for myself that i didnt feel important when it failed. Its my fault, i have a choice to do so, maybe i like feeling this way, there is familiarity in it ( Read more... )

Epilepsy is for the blind when all shades cant be reduced to something brighter, because they all want to see. I guess i couldnt show you if you were blind, but i can tell you about how grandeur feels against your skin when your breaht tastes like charm, and emotion is flailing. I am in a row with others, shoes bound together, walking in one giant ( Read more... )

when all you feel is to write in an online journal that details some arbitrary perception of yourself which wouldnt be conveyed in the right sense to others. It is conveyed into their own perceptions, misconstruing the obvious because thats what we do right? Lately ive been feeling depressed, unmotivated and tired. So stressed out. Im not sure as ( Read more... )

Long overdue passges of sight into my cataclysmic breath. The winds that gusted through my lungs in and out and thought would protrude with the explanation of her scent. We held eachother right away, god i love this woman i thought and i couldnt have asked for more. I knew she prolly wondered why i had been so distant. It was like i was driving ( Read more... )

i guess.

Hell who reads this anyways? I dont even anymore. Well ive only got a few things that are worth talking about, and even more worth fighting for. Im probably not making much sense in short, ut im sure youd see where i was coming from if i elaborated. But in short, shes amazing and she sends wonerment through crevices that have yet to be matured. She ( Read more... )