everything seemed too good to be true and i was right seriously .. i knew me being this happy wasn't going to last this long and im losing it again.. i can't handle what happened on monday i can't handle being alone .. and now that all of this is happening im losing it again.. im already fucked up enough and i dont think i can handle anymore.. i ( Read more... )

well i just got home from hanging out with don and sarah.. yeah good times..
didnt talk to corey much.. uh.. yeah bout that.. um..idk?
its all weird
i would type but im getting kinad tired.. hes in maine with my cell i have his..
things arent great.. uh.. ill update later im tired.. nite

alright we're gunna date everytime me and corey break up.. lets see.. uhh last thursday i can recall us getting back together.. i dont remember when we broke up exactly then we broke up todya over something and now hes telling me what im doing who knows but anyways .. i went to donny's friday and saturday nite.. slept there wtih corey.. holy shit ( Read more... )

well besides the fact its 2 days before my birthday and idk whats wrong wth ne im knda in a weird mood and it sucks more then ever... maybe im home sick or something idk .. i think im getting sick again and it kinda really sucks but w.e theres nothig i can do bout that.. im talkin to corey and stuff and im starting to think maybe things will be ( Read more... )

nothing good has happened.. i talked to corey for a bit in the last 2 days we're good.. he bought me a bathing suit .. its white.. and the top is a large and the bottom is a medium.. uh never send a boy to do anything then he tells me hes buying all my school clothes for next year.. uh.. no.. i like the way i dress not the way he makes me dress he' ( Read more... )

its been a REALLy long week without corey here and it really sucks and like i dont know what to do with myself.. im just so alone without him and yeah.. but anyways im going away for a week.. on sunday to the dominican republic.. ROCK ON.. yeah i just figured out i could update at school because this girl next to me was doing it and i was like HOLY ( Read more... )

what i've never noticed was the world around me.. today while corey was at home.. i kinda just took the day to myself.. and just didn't really pay attention much.. yeah i was there but my mind wasnt' there.. it was wandering around and just going nuts i just couldn't stop thinking about everything thats been going on.. stuff bout corey.. which ( Read more... )

at dons! dude.. wow.. yeah updating yeah my life isn't that awesome lately...but w.e...me and corey are going back out.. which is good.. and im happy bout it and ive slept at dons for new years with corey and yeah... not a good idea.. but sh we're not gunna get into that.. because .. bAD times.. and i dont remember... ask him..? and ocoreys sitting ( Read more... )

today just sucked soo fucking hardcore and there was nothing i could do to stop it.. it just happened .. i wish phones and computers weren't invented they RUIN lives..seriuosly like i wish i hadn't had answered my phone at all today.. i was already in a wicked bad mood.. which sucked.. but yeah.. me and corey broke up again.. its like the 100th ( Read more... )

yeah i haven't updated in a while but im only doing this real quick.. but w.e..yeah.. umm me and corey are going back out.. yay! our 4-5 month thing is in like.. a week tomorrow.. but yeah.. it pretty much is almost like 5 months bcuz.. since the day we like made out .. we've been acting like we're going out.. even thoug he was going out with sarah ( Read more... )