I love you so much. I’ve been crying the whole time. As you saw, I seem to have no control over my emotions because I feel like you don’t believe we will ever be ok and that’s what I want with my whole heart. I felt like us being comfortable around each other was such a good step but maybe it got my hopes up too high. I don’t want to pressure you ( Read more... )

solitary. strong. statuesque.
what is your Achilles?
untouchable. unbreakable.
life brings unexpected gusts and gales.
will they cause fragility or increase your strength?
the sun rises and sets but you never change.
your leaves murmur Shakespeare.
sit with me beneath the elm.

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i am not the only person who has ever felt this way.
i won't be the last.
and i will be ok someday.

the moon
luminous in majesty
entrancing
heart beating
can i be whole like you?

deafening silence
words unspoken
broken hearts, broken dreams
emptiness on all sides
hopeless

I fill the void up with polished doubt, fake sentiment

30% words of affirmation
27% touch
20% acts of service
20% quality time
and 3% gifts

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i wish i could wake up from this nightmare.