this is not for you.

[__imaginaryx]

my mind is in a million peices ive become a stranger. ive lost myself in a web of confusion and pain. i need to excape from this because i know if i stay it will keep eating away my insides until im completly blank. i find myself demotic all the time and im longing for my natural highs to comeback. my words are dark and confusing some can relate

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[anonymous]

I’m starting to have so much anger and hurt as if I was drowning in it. My mind try’s to stay in one place and ends up going in another. My hate, my anger is starting to grow. It feels like I’m strapped down and all the things I love are right in front of me and something is killing them away as if they don’t belong to me any more. I try to think to deep but end up thinking stupid. When I speak words there are confused and stupid. Everything is starting to cut away slowly and when to much is gone it will kill me. A million words are thrown at me and some I attend to catch but the others fly by and will be not spoken again and me wondering what they had said. I’m holding to many things in my hands and when I let one slip I get called stupid, an asshole and a pussy as if I’m to weak to hold on because it’s to heavy. I pay to much attention to one thing and the others start to hate me. My problems seem so stupid and pointless. I’m getting called selfish and hated when I’m trying to fix the both of us. Y CANT THINGS BE PERFECT!

[__imaginaryx]

lol that made it sound as if you were mocking i know your not because i asked you to do this. i think im your biggest problem garrett, im the one causing all the hate you poses. if your still intrested we could help eachother i dont feel like you want me in your possesion much anymore some of the time. we could fight for eachother.

[__imaginaryx]

i hate this mood. i hate these words.

[loki_fire]

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[__imaginaryx]

fuck yes i will be applying

[pink_terantulas]

i really like this. and i can really relate to practically all of it. it's cool.

[__imaginaryx]

thanks sometimes i feel like i have a fucking demotic alter ego i dunno its weird o__0