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[__inadream]

i'm with brian and things are okay. i'm trying not to talk to tom but it's not going very well, because i miss him. i want to get things straightened out and figure out what i'm doing but it's hard when i'm talking to both of them, so i told tom i can't talk anymore. we went one day and i texted him. :/ idk

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[onlywordsnow]

I wish that I knew what to say that I haven't already tried to say. You're one of my favorite people, I love you, I worry about you, I miss you, I want the best for you. Listen to yourself. No one can truly give you better advice than you can give yourself. You know what you want and what you need. Just, be good to yourself.

[kissingdaylight]

You can't run out of love - the supply is limitless. Not feeling loved is a whole other matter and sucks.

I know what you mean by being stuck in a rut. For months my journal title has been "ruled by inertia" because I feel like my life has just stopped progressing forward and 'an object at rest tends to stay at rest.'

Something will happen for us someday. We'll claw our way out somehow. *hugs*

[aedrais]

I'm glad that you're trying again, to be honest. If I hadn't tried again with Tim, I'd have gone forever wondering if I gave up too soon on something wonderful. I think everything good is worth a second chance... just be careful with those thirds.

I hope it works out better for you than it did for me. <3 If it doesn't, don't be afraid to let go, knowing you gave it another shot. But hopefully it will.

I've been thinking 'bout you lately. =)

(At least your job doesn't require a 4am start. Try doing nine of those in ten days.)

[chillygator]

I was feeling like you haven't updated in awhile. Only a week? Hmm...anyway, how are you doing? Everything okay?