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[__inadream]

i feel lonely. it's depressing that i'm not as big of a part of lj as i was anymore, because i miss getting a lot of comments and being able to talk to people through them, when now i barely get any. it's also depressing when people you used to be friends with don't seem to care about you anymore, and even more so when you are still making a big

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[kissingdaylight]

I'm sorry you're down in the dumps, hun. I can relate with the depression and some of the confusion/upsetness over people on lj. I kind of feel like I can't live without it, but it still makes me miserable so often.

I just want you to know I'm still here, even if you're not around all the time, I still want to be your friend.

I'm glad you got a new toy! Those can definitely brighten things. :)

[__inadream]

you're actually one of the people i was talking about, that i want to be good friends with but you don't seem to feel that way. idk. *shrug*

[kissingdaylight]

I love you, I'm sorry.

I feel like a really bad person now. I don't mean to not respond - I've just been a really bad friend with everyone lately due to my sickness. (I mean, I went to bed at midnight and got up at 6 pm and this has been happening for weeks and unfortunately in that 6 hour window I'm conscious there are a lot of things I have to do that don't involve my flist.)

I hope you still want to remain friends, but if you don't I understand.

[__inadream]

oh, love. it's okay, i understand. don't feel like a bad person! i understand and i don't blame you for not wanting to be anchored to your flist in the few hours you're up. and of COURSE i want to still be friends, silly. i just felt awkward cause i really do want to be super good friends with you, and i try, but a lot of times you don't seem very responsive. that's all. but you're wicked cool and i think we're very similar and our life situations are very similar and i do heart you times a billion. so. don't worry, it's all good :) i hope you're well! ♥ ♥

[mcwriter]

I'm sorry.

[__inadream]

it's okay. i wasn't talking about you at all. i understand you have more important issues to deal with right now, and i'm totally okay with that. i'm here for you :)

[heartpause]

I whole-heartedly agree about that whole thing you said about other people! I just don't get it. People are fake. Ugh.

But hey, at least we aren't one of the fakes! :D

That Blackberry Storm looks SO SHINY & PRETTY & I want!!!

[__inadream]

it's so lame. like, how can people just completely forget they were best friends with someone they wouldn't give the time of day to now? it's baffling. and yes! we're the good ones! :D

IT'S AMAZING OMFG.

[smiles1_9]

aww...sweetie, I'm sorry about the depression. And the el-jay craziness!

I always feel bad because I want to be a better el-jay friend, and my stupid work life is getting in the way of all that. blah!!

So you got the storm, eh? I have the curve and stinking LOVE it! I cal it my crackberry! It almost never leaves my hand! If I hadn't JUST gotten this one I totally would upgrade to the storm!

my pin is 241e19e0 if you want to add me as a contact

[__inadream]

i understand for sure, cause i barely get to update anymore.. too busy with real life, i guess. my friend tried to convince me to get the curve instead, but the keyboard bugged me. the keys were too tiny for my fat thumbs, haha. the storm is amaaazing but i still feel so lost D: it's certainly not like a typical phone where you can pretty much find anything you want.. the features aren't always named the same and are in weird places and ah! lol. i'm getting used to it though and i wouldn't give it back for anything :D

[fierce_desea]

It doesn't really happen now, but I remember before when people that I thought I was pretty good friends with decided to include me in their friends cuts. Or even people that added me. I've thought that maybe since we don't talk that often that you would delete me, but I realized awhile ago that you don't really do that. ♥

[__inadream]

that's cause i like you, duhhh. :]