I am soooooo proud of you. and I don't even know the details..I mean I know a little about what you're doing but..we haven't seen each other. I know you are busy and far away. but I want to be close to you. I love you so much we have so many memories. and I love you again. let yourself cry..and freakin break down... let it out. tell people. talk to people me! you are so wonderful jet! MY FAVORITE COUSIN! you always have been. even when you were a little kid that didn't say R's. H.O.T. T.U.B. I love you.
I'm glad you're proud of me ryan. It's just sad because your family is supposed to be made up of the people who are supposed to always be there for you. I don't direct that towards you or elaine or bobby. i mean elaine came to my graduation! So I appreciate it a lot.
I miss being close to you, not just physically but emotionally.
dude that hot tub is going to rock it out whenever i get my own place. you can still use it then, no worries. i've been really needing a hot tub lately. i can't relax.
i know how you feel. our circumstances have been and are different, but the fact is we've both lost too much, and it's not fair.
usually i'm okay with things, and i know you are too, but sometimes it gets to be too much.
my dad died my 5th grade year (ten years ago april 10) and my mom senior year. i often find myself angry and bitter.
you can cry. really, it's okay. you can call me and we can cry together if you want. but, yeah, milestones suck. i'm sorry. if i find a way to make them less so, you'll be the first one i call.
It's hard for me too cry when I do it's completely random. I would like to sit down with you on a comfy something-you-sit-on and drink coffee or hot tea and talk about this one day. i think i would enjoy that a lot. and we could cry and hug and come to many realizations. :] your note made me cry. you are such a beautiful person. i hate that we aren't closer friends.
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and I don't even know the details..I mean I know a little about what you're doing but..we haven't seen each other. I know you are busy and far away. but I want to be close to you. I love you so much we have so many memories. and I love you again.
let yourself cry..and freakin break down...
let it out. tell people.
talk to people me!
you are so wonderful jet!
MY FAVORITE COUSIN!
you always have been. even when you were a little kid that didn't say R's.
H.O.T. T.U.B.
I love you.
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man. i like little kid me.
I ended up crying a little.
I'm glad you're proud of me ryan. It's just sad because your family is supposed to be made up of the people who are supposed to always be there for you.
I don't direct that towards you or elaine or bobby.
i mean elaine came to my graduation! So I appreciate it a lot.
I miss being close to you, not just physically but emotionally.
dude that hot tub is going to rock it out whenever i get my own place.
you can still use it then, no worries.
i've been really needing a hot tub lately.
i can't relax.
I love you too!
i am 6513610747.
*hugs*
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i know how you feel. our circumstances have been and are different, but the fact is we've both lost too much, and it's not fair.
usually i'm okay with things, and i know you are too, but sometimes it gets to be too much.
my dad died my 5th grade year (ten years ago april 10) and my mom senior year. i often find myself angry and bitter.
you can cry. really, it's okay. you can call me and we can cry together if you want. but, yeah, milestones suck. i'm sorry. if i find a way to make them less so, you'll be the first one i call.
hang in there lady. you're worth it
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when I do it's completely random.
I would like to sit down with you on a comfy something-you-sit-on and drink coffee or hot tea and talk about this one day.
i think i would enjoy that a lot.
and we could cry and hug and come to many realizations.
:]
your note made me cry.
you are such a beautiful person.
i hate that we aren't closer friends.
you're wonderful.
thank you.
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