I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean..

[__jennjenn]

I don't know what to with myself anymore

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[ang_luvss_youu]

Hey Jen it's Angela. I know where you're coming from..for SURE! I was supposed to move to LA with my cousin and her friends. I had my bags packed, my ticket and eeverything and the day before I was supposed to leave, my cousin calls me and tells me that she no longer wants to live there because when she visited she didn't like it. I had to cancel my flight, fix things with my boyfriend whom I had basically ended things with because he didn't want a long distance relationship and tell everyone why I was still home. I had my heart set on it too but sometimes when things don't go through when you want them to, it doesn't mean they can't in the future. I took a semester off of school too because I came home from Chicago after a semester realizing I didn't like the school, but the best thing for you to do is atleast take classes at NECCO. That's what I'm doing right now and even though it's not what I want to do, and trust me I wasn't motivated to sign up there, but I realize that it's just a small step to help me get to where I want to be

[__jennjenn]

thanks so much! it really means a lot & it did help me. i feel the same way, if i take another semester off, there's no doubt in my mind that i'll ever be getting back into that school thang. so i basically have to force myself to go take the placement test & apply. i just needed some motivation. thanks again though.