well im over antonio i tried to make things better but it didnt seem like he cared. but oh well i kinda sorta have lil feelings for eddie. :/. we were on the fone last nite & i was singing & then i stopped & i was like so & hes like why did u stop i was listening i was like i dont know this part & he laughed & i was going to tell him i kinda liked ( Read more... )

things are so fucked up with me and antonio now funny how that happends in one day.. yeah i came up to his table in lunch he didnt even talk to me he was talking to some girl who he wants to fuck which i found out later so yeah after he gets out of practice im calling him & telling him its over what a fuck up
♥ spencer

ANTONIO ASKED ME TO HOMECOMING :)
thats all. ♥ spencer

well this weekend was fun friday went out to dinner with staisha grace jeff chris brian sam claire & kaycee. it was soo funny. well yeah then i came home. but then on sat antonio & eddie came over it was fun. i like him a lot i guess u can say. but nothing happend. kinda dissapointed. but yeah it was fun ( Read more... )

well at the jv game me & antonio made up. it was so cute he asked me to go on a walk and we talked about everything & he told me he liked me & i told him i liked him & stuff & then like the whole game me him mike & eddie. all hung out they are so funny. & they all noe im rite when i say he is all over girls. but yeah it was soo funny i was talking ( Read more... )

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wow i wore really cool shoes & some people liked them but during lunch i walked by like antonios table with his friends & they were all talking & laughing soo i guess they were making fun of me? but antonio is like super flirty with a billion girls i cant stand it but he came over & talked to me for a lil & then i asked him if they were making fun ( Read more... )

today was so awesome. during lunch well like the last 5 minutes?? antonio came up to me & like he gave me a hug and i didnt hug him back & he like wraped my arms around him and we were just like talking & stuff & he kept giving me hugs ah. & then i was like standing up against him and he had his hand on my hip & like at that perfect moment steven ( Read more... )

today was an okay day i dressed really sloppy : ). everything was lame kinda i was really mad i wrote sam a note the other day bout what happend with me & a.D & dan decides to take it & read it & i wanted to cry!! cuz dan is really close with a.d & i dnt want him to tell him cuz that will make me sad. but i have like a major obession with his ( Read more... )

well me & antonio had a good discusion today.. it was pretty tite. lol its so funny how like i duno. i like him a lot thou. & today he asked me when he was gunna get his first kiss & usually its like wow no big deal to me but like with him im just like uhh? & i dnt noe what to say & then eww me & him were talking & belores grabs his arm & was like ( Read more... )