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[__kelso]

why do i feel this way? is ther something wrong with me? it feels like my whole world is crashing down and no one is there to help me, ever. i just want one person to help, always be there, never turn back. is that so hard? it doesnt seem to be for other people.  i look around and everyone is happy. so am i not? did i miss something? everything is

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[anonymous]

i read ur journal...yay! it was very thoguth provoking, w/e that means, and umm i spent saome serious time reading it :/.....haha anywyas, ur journal is way too big man, u gotta cut down on telling the world everything, lol, someone could right a book

[__kelso]

i have but one word for you..run.

[embracetodayx]

haha, oh jeeze kelly that was very thought provoking in deed. i say we go hot tubbing wednesday night. wee. haha yah i dont like change either, probably one of the ten million reasons mount sucked so much for me..idk im starting to get better at adapting but im still a little iffy on the skills lol. dontchya love LJs though...they always listen :)

[__kelso]

well im glad you didnt like mount because you wouldnt be here now haha..oh most def. wed. that seems to be the popular tubbung night

[love_on_the_rox]

Yeah, high school is definitely like that. Freshman year and junior year are the worst, but it'll get better. Hang in there.

The only time something actually is the way it seems is when you assume it is so. Therefore if you change the way you think about it, it'll change the way it appears. Ah ha, how's that for thought provoking? :)

<3!! Erin

[__kelso]

thanks erin-im glad to hear it gets better lol.

-yeah i definatly did not understand at all the last 2 sent. lol..am i supposed to tho? i dont really know what provoking means, everyone keeps using it..i thought it meant to turn someone on lol..guess not.

<3 biz

hey

[anonymous]

Kelly-

Hey, I am here from you. Everything gets bad sometimes, but dont worry you are not the only one.You get sad&mad at times but so doesnt everyone else, well at least me too. You got me to talk to when you need it. Always here, dont feel like this life is passing you by, but you are right there is no going back so tihnk things through and you will be fine.MAke some good decisions and know what you want, then you will not have to go back for anything.

<3kate