I made a mistake..

Im alone..
this weekend is LONELY.
Michelle is in yakima staying w/ Kayla.
and.. because my parents suck

IM ALONE.

why does it make me want to cry so damn much?
why do i have to be so emo, when I DONT WANT TO BE....
fuck.

someone entertain me or somthing plz.

Well so far so good thing morning other than the whole factor that mym om yelled at me about leaving the dryer on, when I had nothing to do with the dryer I just went out to the laudry room and grabbed clothes from my basket of clothes out there.. well actually I grabbed the entire basket but I DIDNT TOUCH THE DRYER!

annnnd yep.. time for class.

so.last nights post was really depressing and all. so i figured todaymaybe id try to post somthing happier ( Read more... )

Its been 1 year, and 4 months today.
Ive been sitting here for the past 15 minutes with this song on repeat.
Crying...

The pain never goes away.

I want him back here. Id give anything.
Please.

I suppose i overreact ALOT.
but.. maybe im supposed to.

ive been drinking for the plast HR.
and... im talkin to someone.. and ive relized.
I think I am i.f..sdfdsjafd NEVERMIND.

I am going to go tah bed in af ew.

I wish it was tuesday already ( Read more... )

Wow I had a lovely wake up this morning.. my mom ran into my room looking for her cat, while i was still asleep.. then continued to pester me asking if my alarm was set. and i said of course.. 5 minutes later I roll over and look at the computer screen and theres a message from Jose popped up. Soooo. I guess that was somthing pleasent to wake up ( Read more... )

Im so effin grumpy lately, my mom seems to treatme like a worthless bum, As soon as I get that car, I will go and apply for jobs.. GOD.. Kinda need a car, to go to work anyways.

okay so my new baby has a name.
her name is grace. as soon as my daddy gets the part he needs today, she'll be fully operational and ill be in love w/ her. :D