shaky start; but i like to think that things are getting better with each day. i havent seen any of my friends apart from shelco since louis and i broke up. i guess it takes something like this to really open your eyes to whats real. i just wonder if he thinks about me as much as i still think about him ( Read more... )

i'm going to stop wanting, yearning, pushing, pressing, presurring, worrying, thinking.

just...let it ride.

its been pretty shaky lately. i always complain about being too busy, but now that i'm not because school is out, i usually hate the days where i have nothing to do. mmy birthday was nice, i got a suite last minute at mnadalay bay and threw a little somethin'. i think i am a little immature for thinking or feeling this way, but i feel alone. ( Read more... )

i'm going to study for a semester abroad in london. i know it will either make or break me, but it is 100 percent worth it to find out. it will be expensive but who gives a fuck it will be something i'll remember for the rest of my life. maybe i'll find me a man like jim sturgess or robert pattinson, holy shit. i just want to see the world. anyone ( Read more... )

livejournal is fucking boring.

its so funny to me that the sluttiest girl that i know (very well, actually) tries to flip the script and make it look the other way around. kind of ironic, huh? have fun having no friends, bitch. i regret being there for you for the past 8 years ( Read more... )

so i went to with my friend sunny to watch our coworker perform at the freakin frog last weekend. easy sleeves is reaaaally good. when i was there (hardly knowing anyone, kind of keeping to myself) i realized a lot. everyone there was really nice but seemed like they tried so hard to fit in with that group of people, and i could really never see ( Read more... )

so call it quits
or get a grip
you say you wanted a solution,
you just wanted to be missed.
call me a safe bet,
i'm betting i'm not.

i'm doing so well in college.

laa dee daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im boring

i have a lack of interesting things to talk about.
or is it just lack of interest to update my livejournal?

anywho, school's great. i think i have a little anxiety, though.