right now
i seriously couldnt be any more confused
:/

i lied ;

i feel like im losing ;

over and over and over again.
i should be used to this by now.
but seriously. wtf. its gotta be all in my head.
it just has to be.

The Keys to Your Heart
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open up ( Read more... )

seriously
im on top of everything right now
for some reason my feet are on the ground where they should be. and my heads finally in the right place.
i feel very good. extremely satisfied. i guess you could say im happy.

hoping it stays.

stayed in cumberland last night after the show ( Read more... )

as of last night - i almost wasnt alive for today.
but somewhere since ive found some sick form of hope,
some underlying inspiration to survive.
my whole bodys gone numb, but theres still that one finger hanging on it seems.
people will never know the things that have gone through my head.
especially last night.

"im just a body"

i have a alot of work to do.
i feel natious still.
someone told me it was the pressure when it rains
i dont know if i can believe that.
i need to see a shrink,
get my fucking head fixed.
maybe its just the rain.
maybe not.
i hate this.

"forget about them"

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