what the FUCK?!?!

[__lake_of_fire_]

why does it feel like no matter what i do, i cant show people who i really am. its like when i'm around people, i put on this dumb blonde, stupid mask and thats what everybody sees. i try, but i just cant seem to take the damn thing off. especially around him. maybe its because the real me is too boring, maybe i'm afraid that if i actually reveal

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[anonymous]

Your cute, and thats funny that you would do that.

[__lake_of_fire_]

please, i like to know who i'm getting messages from. i think i know who this is, but PLEEEEZE put your nameeee next time.

aww, you think i'm cute :-D

[____avenue_]

"because the real me is too boring, maybe i'm afraid that if i actually reveal who i am underneath it all, then they wont like me, they'll think i'm boring or have no opinion or i'm just plain stupid"

...i know what you mean.
this whole entry. i know what you mean. we need a sleepover. i miss you.
and i know you were talking about me here
"there are about 2 people on the face of the earth who know me well enough to know that the face i put on everyday is just a mask. one is too busy with all of her stuff to be of much use"
and im sorry i've been busy andd just a crappy friend. but this break we'll def. hang. mmkay? girls night out.
btw where were you at school?? you werent in choir.
i miss you. we'll hang.

[__lake_of_fire_]

:-D i love you jen. and its not that you're a bad friend, its just that you're busy, and i'm busy, but you're still a great friend. and i didnt mean to say that ur "too busy to be of much use" i meant it more like we dont ever have time to talk or anything. very very sad :(