I miss it all. The old days when no one worried that people they loved would get wrapped up in drugs, sex, or would grow up at all. When we thought that eight year-olds were the "big kids" on the block and we couldn't wait to grow up and take six different classes and become fire fighters. Those years when we didn't have to worry about wasting all ( Read more... )

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This morning I got my little surgery thing done. It was rather uncomfortable but I'm pretty good now, though the stitches on the roof of my mouth are getting kind of nasty. But then Maggie called me saying that she, Kate, and Izzy had a surprise for me and to come down and they had like a little get well party with a cookie cake and a balloon and a ( Read more... )

And fuck, was it good.
I cried for like half an hour, though.
And I'm not going to be updating my livejournal anymore.
I'm thoroughly sick of the Internet. Blech.
But I'll probably stay on IM. Clairabelle27, for those who don't know.
Peace and love, folks

( Gray squirrel, gray squirrel, swish your bushy tail )

Shit, man. I just got back from Big Bear a couple hours ago. I'm overwhelmed with...I don't even know. Everything. I started crying when we were driving home. Those were seriously two of the greatest weeks of my life. From the drama of people going through boyfriends like underwear (though we did use underwear longer than one would hope), throwing ( Read more... )

Okay. So. BIG BEAR IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. Like I'm jumping in my seat just thinking about it. Mmmmm!! I'm so jealous of the LIT's. They get to do fellowship! They go down to the lake at, like, midnight and go swimming! Lucky bitches. But I can't wait to see them and go and oh my god it's going to be such a blast! I'll be back in two ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about life a lot and I've decided what I want out of it. Just figuring it all out makes me feel so accomplished because now I'm not so confused and spacey as I was a week ago. I think I've become more independent and focused and I'm going to achieve my goals so I can get my silver rag in Big Bear and just to generally feel more ( Read more... )

Hey I'm in el grande apple (NYC). It's pretty damn tight here. I've seen some plays and fallen in love with the hot lead actors and yeah, it's been good. I was with Toni and her family in the Catskills (mountains in New York) for like a week with 15 Republican Catholic Italian New Yorkers. As my parents said, it was a cultural experience. Haha, no ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in the last couple of days. My mom thinks I'm a slut, my dad thinks I'm anorexic, and I got grounded for the first time in my life. Yeeeep, it's been pretty interesting. This morning my dad wouldn't let me go bowling to say good bye to everyone before going back east because I lied about eating breakfast (yeah, I realize that was ( Read more... )