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[__letthemwait]

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[save_that_poem]

emma and i were trying to listen to that song today and it really didn't work. i'm glad you got to.
and you don't need to have mad crazy sex to have a great great amazing relationship. i'm totally speaking from experience for that one.
i'm sorry about all of this and everything and all the shit that happens that you can't help or change or anything, but you'll find that person and you'll be so happy you've found them that all the livejournal entries you've ever written about how everything sucks will mean absolutley nothing because of how happy you will be.
anyway. feel better. you're great.
--arnav the indian kid.

and this has nothing to do with anything, but "i of the mourning" is not "stand inside your love". yeah for anyone who was wondering.

[__letthemwait]

arnav.

thanks for reading all of that and writting all of that. i'm sorry that we haven't really. well. talked/seen eachother in a good four-five months. it's always tricky how things work out you know? and i'm sorry for that. but you are an awesome person. and so is emma and. i don't know. i'm so glad that you guys are so tight. it's honestly the most awesome thing and never ever ceases to make me happy.
i hope that you and gus are all good and such too, because he really is an awesome kid. and i'm sorry that i don't know. the four of us never really hung out together (unattached to one another). i have no idea what i'm saying anymore. other then thank you. and yes. things are so totally going to get better. they always do...right?

kthnxandmuch<3
__carolyn.

[wicked1mpulses]

carolyn. carolyncarolyncarolyn

[__letthemwait]

laurella,

i can't really talk too much here because there's a party going on around me.
but thank you, honestly and truly, so much for your letter/comment.
it really does suck that we barely ever see eachother, but i know with time we prolly'll see more of eachother (because it always seems to work out that way) thanks for talking to me that day in chris' apt. and just most of the time in general. it really does mean alot. i honestly am not so bad. just super confused and lost and just...very burnt out and ready and that's the way i seem to be alot these days: exhausted but willing to run.

as for people who are gorgeous:

i'd look into the mirror hun<3

kthnxandmuch<3

__carolyn.

for you to come home, but i know that its to late and i shouldve given you a reason to stay

[obsceneholiday]

"Maybe I’m the only one but I actually genuinely like relationships."

you so aren't the only one. id rather kiss someone and feel sure about it then have sex with someone and not.

feel better,
<3lara

[__letthemwait]

thank you.
honestly.

i mean. i don't know. maybe it's just me but it feels so much so often like no one gives a fuck about romance anymore...or what have you. it's sad.
it hurts.

takecareofyrselfandmuch<3
__carolyn.

[notdown]

i get that.

I think too much and it always messes things up for me. I get crazy and end up telling the person what I've been thinking and of course it's ridiculous, and I know it's ridiculous but I can't stop myself from thinking it. then it all gets ruined.

I'm sorry, I'm a bit drunk right now, too, it's fading off, though. what this entry made me realize is that last night I told someone what I'd been thinking - you know, the stuff that runs through your mind when you think too much about yourself and your situation - and they didn't get scared. they didn't hate me for it and, in fact, they were just worried about whether I was okay or not because they didn't want me to be sad. I'm so sorry for writing this. do I even have a reason to be sorry? I don't know. oh god. ew. I'm being so gross right now.

What I wanted to say was that..I can, in a few ways (but certainly not all), relate. and I just want you to feel better. You are truly a wonderful person. You're smart, you're pretty, you're so so so so sweet and nice that it almost

[__letthemwait]

i'm sorry that you can relate to everything i wrote about because i know from standing here that it sort of fucking sucks

[notdown]

you're right..that's exactly what it is, sharing stuff with them is a test.

and thank you. I'm doing okay.
are you?

<3

[__letthemwait]

i'm alright.
i talked to people and managed to make the entire ordeal even more confusing.

i'm just really confused.
and we have school tomorrow.
ack

thank you though for asking<3
__carolyn.

[_unrehearsed]

*hugs* hang in there kid.

[__letthemwait]

thank youuuu.
you're such a sweetheart<3

much<3
__carolyn.