i think this is what you call growing up. i've moved on...i've gotten rid of everything that hurt me. for the first time in my life i am actually happy. i have an amazing boyfriend and i don't care what anyone says about him, or what grudges you are holding against him, he has been nothing short of perfect to me. i found out who my true friends are and who i can't trust. i've made so many new friends, many who i'd love to get to know better. i'm so happy that people can put things aside and be nice to each other. i was hurt a lot last year... but i've forgot about it and the person who was the cause of it is way behind me. and i wouldn't have it any other way. the friends cut is merely there so i know who is reading my journal... i've lurked around my fair share of times and i know that all it does is make me upset, i dont want anyone getting sad because of what i say. =] i'm really just a big nerd anyways. add me if you'd like...i like making new friends.