I feel like I'm playing horrible in soccer right now.

I never start anymore, even when I work my butt off for a starting position.

It makes me want to cry. Soccer is my life, I don't know what I'd do without it.

I'm starting to feel all the pressure to make Desert Vista soccer. Only 18 spots on varsity and 22 spots on JV. I'm really feeling like I' ( Read more... )

My brother is my hero. Honestly. He is my everything, my idol, my role model. I know I talk about him a lot in my LJ but it's because I never tell him. I really don't think he knows how much I'm attatched to him.

I feel so extremely bad for him He had to go through this surgery and it's not going to be a painless recovery. He said it didn't even ( Read more... )

I absolutely love this. My brother and I are like best friends. I can tell him anything. And he finally tells me stuff. Except I found out that he might have to get surgery on his knee on like..Friday or something. Poor kid, he's been through a lot.

But anyways, my computer broke. It had a virus. But now it's fixed : ).

And hahaha Saturday night ( Read more... )

I am utterly drained of everything right now.

I'm drained from the week & from soccer...

At soccer we had to battle head to head the whole time. I feel like I did at the end of the games during the tournament; haaard stuff. I guess that makes sence though because we were getting pushed around all weekend. But tonight, we were practically killing ( Read more... )

FRIDAY NIGHT was so much fun! We won our game : ). And I felt suuuuper good about my game (how I played). I was so excited. Dynamite has been waiting to do this for so long...finally! We beat Arsenal Select 1-0.

Today we lost both our games. But it was okay. Because we didn't get shut out on and the girls were '90s (they were born in 1990, we're ' ( Read more... )

I'm completely dreading soccer tonight.

Only because last week I thought I was gonna pass out during conditioning because I got super dizzy after it.

It's actually pretty fun except for the conditioning. Because that part is freakin killer.

Buuuut I love my team dearly and so seeing them once more a week isn't bad : ).

I had a real busy day today ( Read more... )

This weekend was really fun. I didn't have soccer; and I was suuuper surprised. But Friday night I had to go to Lauren's with my mom because my mom told Lauren's mom I would help her out with her open house. Then my mom took me, Lauren, and my brother out to dinner at Eddie Chan's. It was pretty good. We got Coldstone afterwards : ). Thennn I came ( Read more... )

I love love love my brother. I watched him get stiches yesterday. At his football game he was going to tackle somebody and their cleat went right into his old scar from running through a glass door in Mexico. The trainer could see his bone. He has five stitches and can play football again Monday. He's real lucky.

Poor kid. I think he's my favorite ( Read more... )

Ahhhh boot camp wasn't fun. Actually it kinda was...BUT NOT PYRAMID RUNNING. Haha I thought I was gonna die after pyramid running, I was sooo dizzy. I was surprised I could stand up straight. hahahaa soccer and boot camp = love : ).

But lately I've been thinking a lot about my mom's dad. I never got to meet him because he died in a car accident ( Read more... )

Feeding people on Sunday was surprisingly fun : ). Me and Dani and Matt had a lot of fun.

I had tooons of homework on Monday, not fun.

Last night soccer was fun. Eeeeven though we played crappy. But I gotta see KIM! Haha I looove her : D.

Tonight we start "soccer boot camp". Ahhh I'm so afraid of Kaytlin's mom! It's like every kind of training.... ( Read more... )