I wish there was something I could do to take the pain away. I don't want to see him suffer, I don't want to sit back & watch him die slowly.. I want to just wave a wand & make it all better. I wish I could just be there for him, but it's hard when you're halfway across the fucking country.

So last night was fun. I was supposed to go to the movies with Doug but that ended up not happening. That made me kinda sad. Then I wanted Gary to come over, but he couldn't. That's okay, I'm kidnapping Gary when I go shopping tonight so he can meet my mizzle. Since he's disgustingly in love with her. Whatev ( Read more... )

I just spent a long time doing some pointless 'ideal boyfriend' survey because I'm awesome like that. You love it, you love it!

( The 'reqirements' )

I might as well just give you a heads-up. Everything in this entry is me going on & on about silly things that I need to just get out of my head. Totally ignore this if you want to, I know there's some people that don't care. I just need to get all of this stupid shit off my chest ( Read more... )

I hate how I can sometimes be just too overdramatic about everything & make a big deal out of stupid shit. I lose a lot of people from doing that, so sorry if I ever drove you so fucking crazy with my drama & bullshit that I made you hate me. I didn't mean to.

Basic overview of the past day, since I know you care so much ( Read more... )

7 1/2 friggin' months.
That's just too damn long.
This needs to be changed.
Along with all the empty feelings.
Help meeee. :o(

I felt like putting a poem or two in here, just for the hell of it. Please oh please forgive me if you've seen these before, just tell me you love them anyways.

( My fucked up poetry that's just really weird. )

RequiemDreamer7 (7:05:22 AM): yeah.. i told them to leave me alone until their balls dropped ( Read more... )

I wanna know what it feels like to be loved. I wanna know what it feels like to actually have someone who cares. I wanna know what it feels like to not be the odd one out. I wanna know what it feels like to be the one you want. Even if it's just for a second... I just wanna feel it.