how does it feel to know your everything i need

[__lovelyfailure]

the power just went out. cool. i just got in from standing, to sitting in the driveway, out in the pouring rain. i dryed off and redid my make up because my eyes are all swollen.

if you give a fuck about why, keep reading;
last night i got drunk with Katie. it started off funny. i mean. Katie

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the spill canvas. = supah fly.

[_lyk_omgz]

the doctor thing.. good luck with that man.

"and i dont want to make Katie sad so i keep everything bottled up inside =] oh well."

that. kind of hurts... im supposed to be your best friend which means you should be able to talk to me about like anything? and if you have to keep stuff bottled up inside then i guess that means you dont want to talk to me about stuff? so. sorry for sucking as friend.

lmao i just made that over-dramatic to prove that you can talk to me about anything and if it makes me sad. then so be it. cause its not like im happy anyways. HONESTLY. but i really hate that you do that. more than anything. cause you can talk to me..
♥

ps. i think you really fucked up your arm this time though too.

the spill canvas is the love of my life.

[_buryme_alone]

hey catherineee. we like never talk or hang out anymore but im sorry and i hope you feel better =]
you really gotta stop that stuff.. everything will get better dont worry! good luck with the doctor.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

[xdarkxmindx]

hey catherine. about what you said here: first off, im way to confused and nervous/ paranoid all the time. ive been trying to please everyone with my every action. and it sucks. more so for me. well. its making other people happy so, i guess ill just deal.

dont worry about making anybody happy but yourself. you cant always make the world feel better if your not feeling good yourself.

and second. you cant always get drunk for your whole life to make things go away lmao. you'll end up as an alcholic.

and third. everyone that you care about should stick by you your whole life.they may not always end up your best friends (i know you and katie will be like glue until the day you die cuz thats how you roll lmao) but they just might be people you talk to every now and then.

forth. Cheer up. its the summer. your supposed to have fun!

fifth. if you ever need to talk to anyone ill be here for you.

♥

Jennah

[ygutrbmf_]

i read the whole thing, your going through a rough time and i hope things get better for you... and iknow you probably hate me but i just hope you get better.

cheer up.. ♥ Jamie

[cheapsunglasess]

this summer sucks alot.. and the whole arm issue ..is a gay issue...lol ... your friends are willing to listen to it .. it took me awhile.. to realize that you cant keep everything bottled up and that its good to complian once in awhile ... And getting drunk once in awhile isnt a problem at all.. we all need breaks...

so Good Luck :o)

[codys_lj]

cheer up please

i ♥ you

[codys_lj]

ahh you have to go to the doctors on my birthday.. eek

[____oohjealousy]

even if we arnt close anymore..maybe not even friends because we have too many disagreements i wanted you to know i read every word of that, and i didnt know how bad it was. sure, I knew sometimes you got sad and took it out on yourself, but..i had no idea you would end up seeing a doctor for it, and this comment probably means nothing to you anymore but i hope that someday we can all get over our little arguments and problems and arnt even worth it someday catherine, because we used to be pretty good friends and i really wish it has stayed that way..so i guess you can call this an apology, a sorry for not being here for you, for maybe causing you crap drama..more to deal with and if you want to talk..if nobodys listening or just not there..even if were not on good speaking terms and you need to spill your thoughts out to someone..im happy to tell you that im here. :\

♥ Amanda..

[perfect_xsonnet]

this is probably just going to sound like what everyone else is saying. but i'm sorry for everything catherine. and you really do need to focus on yourself and not try to make everyone else happy. even though last night was a pretty bad night i'm glad we talked and i'm glad we've been talking and becoming better friends. and if you ever need to talk about stuff..anything..i hope you know i'm here. and i ♥ you

[tthe6nightmares]

i agree with missy. focus on yourself more and try not making people happy all the time. you still can because sometimes when you do, it can make you feel alittle bit better to know that you just helped someone, but at the same time that feeling isnt going to last forever. feel better catherine!