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[__lucky__]

God works in mysterious but wonderful ways. I don't think I've ever had a prayer answered so quickly. What was really amazing, was that I didn't say a word to my youth pastor about what I was praying about, and it just so happened that our lesson tonight in youth group, I felt, pertained directly to me. It was exactly what I needed to hear. It

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Heart smile!

[grendelpam]

Audrey,
I love hearing things like that. I am so glad that you are home. Isn't it amazing when the speaker feels like he knows your heart? That happens to me a lot too. And like you last night, most of the time it comes from Rick! Which is both awesome and sometimes frustrating! LOL. I love Barlow Girl too. I pray for you and Mikey all the time.
Love ya lots,
Pam

Re: Heart smile!

[__lucky__]

yeah..it's awesome. i love being back home. it's a lot harder than i thought, but it's what i needed. i didn't like the person i was becoming down there...i needed a release - and i got it!! love you too!!!

[nwzbyzroc]

It's amazing how God works things together for ya! Theres a few times when Ive gone to YG and thought HOW did Rick know! I didnt say anything, but the lesson applied to issues that Ive had to deal with. I also think u can 50 and still growing mentally and spiritually with God. Its a never ending learing process with Him. :)

Glad to have you back with us! :)

~*~KT~*~

[__lucky__]

yeah...i think i'll always be in the learning process, even thought i'm stubborn sometimes and think that i know everything, in reality, i know that i don't. i've come to realize (it's about time!) that i can't do anything alone. i HAVE to have God with me at all times. i think i need you guys w/me at all times too! lol - i'm soooo happy to be home!!

[__lucky__]

i didn't think i'd have to explain myself on here..especially to you. in fact, i didn't really want to post it on here. not everyone needs to know all of the struggles in my life. but if you MUST know...i was having a really hard time getting to church. i could think of a thousand different things that i could be doing. sleeping for one. i was trying to convince myself that i could still be a good christian, but on my own schedule. i actually made it to youth group, and then i heard rick's lesson. God knows i love to sing and i'll do it at every chance i get. so He knew i'd go to choir practice. it was so tempting to sit there and think of a reason to go home after practice. like last night, i was meeting my mom, guido, and melanie at dave and buster's. i don't know what kept me at church. well, it had to have been God. he works in mysterious ways sometimes. that's all. i'm either at work, or sitting here on the computer. there's no temptation presenting itself anywhere else. if you're thinking i was thinking about being unfaithful,

[__lucky__]

if that's all you have to say to that entire comment, don't bother posting anything in my journal. i just spilled something that was VERY personal and haven't told anyone, solely because it was you that asked me to. thanks for understanding.