I know I can love you much better than this...

[__mariposa]

But fuck I need her so much. Her strength and stamina, her ability to handle anything thrown her way wihout once complaining, how she could always love and carry on regardless. I need that

Comments

[lolita_yaya]

What a beautiful post.
I think your mother would be totally proud of you.
Sounds like you have turned out to be a strong and good person, what more could any parent ask?

[kaytie_leigh]

that had me in tears, it was beautiful

xx

[zoundz]

(((hugs)))

*weep* I want to see my own mum now :*( what a lovely post

xx

[andy_yayus]

Thank you __mariposa That was so profound. I feel a similar thing though it's only been 3 months since my father died. I am unsure of how time will treat us. I do lilttle tributes to him. Like today, I saw his favourite cheese in the supermarket and bought that so I could think of him when I eat it. I play a song for him when I play a gig, I still dream so much about him. Do you dream about your mother? I send you a hug.
Mazzy Star will often put me in this reflective mood. Especially that song. In this context...wow.

[snufflemuffin]

Hey, totally don't know you but saw your post in the Edinburgers forum thing. This is so beautiful. I lost my mother a few days ago, and as you know, no words can describe how its feels. Like you, I feel she and I have been robbed of so many experiences. Im only 24 and have to live the rest of my life without her there to reassure me. I'm so jealous of girls that still have their mothers, I just want to say to them, hold her tight as often as you can and tell them how much you love her, because you never know when that person will be gone forever.
Lots of love xxxxxxxx

[snufflemuffin]

I saw your post in Edinburgers. You'll have heard this many times already - I'm sorry for your loss..easy words to say but I really do know how hard it is. You're right..there are no words that can even come closeto how it feels. Things will get better. You can't put a timescale on it but they don't get totally better they'll get easier...
It would have been my mams birthday today actually. I've just had a quiet day thinking about her. Yes, you never know what you had until it's gone. My mam always told me live each day as if you'll never get another one. :)

x

[__mariposa]

I saw your post in Edinburgers. You'll have heard this many times already - I'm sorry for your loss..easy words to say but I really do know how hard it is. You're right..there are no words that can even come close to how it feels. Things will get better. You can't put a timescale on it but they don't get totally better they'll get easier...
It would have been my mams birthday today actually. I've just had a quiet day thinking about her. Yes, you never know what you had until it's gone. My mam always told me live each day as if you'll never get another one. :)

x