how long did that take?

[__mexico]

i realized today i'm not scared of anything. i'm not scared of what happens to me I'm not scared of how it turns out, the only thing that scares me is the concept of alone. and now i'm alone and i'm hurt and all i can do is cry and give you excuses for why i should forgive you. i don't know how you got me to take your shit, but i did and i would

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[singintherain7]

do i know whats going on or no? by the way, i miss you soo much. we must see eachother soon. i miss you this much..

and more.

[__mexico]

hmmmmmm that was cute?

will you be my velntine? :-D
YAY!
its a date
i love you beth!!!

[hiltonc]

kaitlin,
solitude is underrated. seriously, people are the worst things to rely on. better to put money on the weather than fuckin' humans. especially me. and whoever your posing about... sounds like a dick/bitch/prick/prickette (notice political correctness) so, you know you can be happy man. odd coming from me, but just slow down and take an hour to eat a sandwhich, and life seems so much better. or just take a walk for the hell of it!

seriously, you'll be happy someday. and you have my love and support all the way dudette.

[4fetch_rules]

solitude is that not havin the sex thang
wahtever the swan lake shit is sex so youl know what collin
lets wear mittens and prom dresses and listen to crap indie music and pretend that that makes us smart and write all chriptic then dance around michael in a circle yeah.

[__mexico]

alician....

that made my day. :]

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[skywithdiamonds]

i completely agree, kaitlin, you really just need to stop and think is this really what i want? sadly it took me a few times to figure out who you were talking about, but i figured it out. its sad, but true. i really think you need to talk to someone (hint hint), and remember i am always here for you,no matter what. you also have to realize you are not alone. you have your friends behind you no matter what happens. you're an amazing person kaitlin, and don't let anyone tell you that your not.
love always~nicole

[chicken__legs]

Hy, when you get the chance, when the sun is first setting, and the sky is sort of champagned colored, kind of pink. You go down to Venture? Ventura. And when there's no cars coming you walk out into the street and you can stand in the middle of it, in the 'turning left' lane. And just stand there and listen to each and every car that goes by you. It's rather interesting. And all you can hear is that whizzzing and air rush. And you can watch how each and every person who doesn't stop for you will most likely take the time to look. And think of how each and every person has a life. And each of them are so different, and so delicate. And one may go by you that is a forgeign, old man. Or a young little lady. And they all went to school, they all learned to drive. They all had a friend. They all di the same thing and all of them came out so completlely so amazingly different.

It's jsut another one of my medicines. Just an idea, makes you think, ya know.

[__mexico]

that sounds like a nice idea. everytime im in a car and the car stops say at a stop light or we're driving on the freeway, i look around at the cars around me and the people in them and i always think "what is there taste that made them want to buy that car? i wonder what music their listening to and why. i wonder where that person is going, why?. that person who i'm so willingly looking at right now has a whole life and memories and past times that i don't even know about, but i'm staring at him or her right now pretending like i know him."

its weird, but i like it.

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[anonymous]

GO ahead and post blaine befor michael even though lipp comes before miller