today at work... colin took a tuna melt out of the oven and put it down on the counter next to me, while i was ringing somebody up. a piece of the hot tuna flew off of the plate and landed directly in between my boobs. i cringed and made a weird face at the costumer i was helping. i thought it was really funny. i'll probably have a small burn mark ( Read more... )

 all of this is just too familiar. an endless circle.

i absolutely refuse to wait. it's too late.

i met someone (a while ago), but actually hung out with him tonight... and i feel so excited. so excited.

we'll just have to see! :)

enough whiskey to kill this entire city,
passion to top it off, wiping out a whole country,
a leasurely profession, ocean waves and wood,
long, blonde hair, eyes beaming with lust,

keeping track of every move, gesture, word,
planning our future based on silly assumptions,
the distance grew thin, legs entwined,
hands becoming curious, blood pumping

waiting ( Read more... )

so, i was complaining about these stomach pains for like, a week? i didn't think anything of it. then the pain started to grow up my sides, into my back. i woke up on wednesday night with crippling pains. i crawled into bed with grace, just to have someone next to me. i woke up feeling fine on thursday. THEN... i woke up at 12am on friday, in grace ( Read more... )

so, i moved to deering ave, and it's completely amazing. my apartment is so awesome. three bedrooms, three bathrooms, a huge loft (which is our living room, equipped with 6, yes, 6 couches), two decks, and plenty of other sweet things, like the clawfoot tub in my bathroom.

living with danna and grace feels... right? i missed living with danna a lot ( Read more... )

i miss her so much. especially right now. i know this will all get easier, but i feel like it's just getting harder. i think i'm actually starting to realize that she is gone. everything i do has something to do with her. every song i listen to... "australia" by the shins, "leap year" by maria taylor, "grace kelly" by mika, etc. i keep looking at ( Read more... )

moving to deering ave. in about a month. my new apartment is absolutely incredible.

in january, i'm moving to north carolina. i'll be going to school there for however long... so, that's that. i want out of portland.

the song "peaches are keen" by death cab is so amazing. listen to it!

so, my mom called me, around 4pm, telling me that adam had to go to the emergency room. he just recently got his wisdom teeth out, so my mom initially thought it had something to do with that. he was feeling really weak and passing out. apparently, he passed out, hit his face off of a wall, and he's black and blue everywhere.

she just called me ( Read more... )

so, i FINALLY got all of that school stuff straightened out. and this is what my life is going to be like next semester:

monday- work: 8am-4pm
tuesday- intro to media studies: 8:45am-10am
                 work: 11am-5pm
                 intro to cultural studies: 7pm-9:30pm
wednesday- work: 8am-4pm
                       intro to literature: 7pm-9:30pm
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