Man do i wish my mom would just give up all of these games. I have tried for like 4 weeks to talk to her. Imean i have alot going on and this is just one of those times when i want my mom to sit back and listen to me and then offer comfort. But how in the world can she do that when she want retrn my calls. i guess she thinks iam calling to bitch at ( Read more... )

well, not much to update today. iam sitting here at work with kahla again. SHe and Nikki are leaving tommorrow morning for Alabama. I am gonna miss alot of my friends that are leaving. This kinda leaves me here by my self.. what a sad, sad thought. Neways.. i got done babysitting last night and went to matts party, well rob's party by matt, or how ( Read more... )

Wow.. iam soo tired, i havent gotten much sleep this past week. Last night was a kinda late night. I had to babysit till like 11:30. which wasnt bad thery were really good, i loved those kids they are the best, cant wait to have some of my own, a long time from now and with someone who lovces kids as much as i doa nd who loves me :)I sat around and ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday turned out ok. I had to go to work at the Y at 2 so melinda came and picked me up around 1:30 ish, i got there and it was quite. It wasnt a real busy night, just the usual guys in and out of the gym, and the usual folks comeing in to work out. When i was about to get off Justin and Lauren Lane came by and we rode over to her house ( Read more... )

i want take back anything i have said about or to you, but i wish i could take back how i acted, i was so naive to think it was true ( Read more... )

Okay, now here is the perfect weekend. it all starts on friday, i go to work and have a blast at our last day of summer camp. I made like 15 gallons of homemade icecream and we made snowcones for everyone then i go climb into the dunking booth were i think i swallowed like 5 gallons of water and then erin takes over for me and i get to dunk her a ( Read more... )

Again iam sitting here at the office. I just got in and iam eating my cup of yogurt, blueberry to be exact. LOL well, this is all part of my new diet. i call it the diet to make myself feel better about my self.. catchy name huh ( Read more... )

another boring day at the office, only today i have something to think about all day that will keep me busy... well busy trying not to think about it, i know that some folks might want me to drop it this is the last thing iam going to say about it just do so i can say i atleast said it since i dont have it in me to tell the person that should hear ( Read more... )

crushed.. hurt... tired.. and all of the other feelings that go along with depression and sadness ( Read more... )

Well.. the subject of my entry really doesnt have anything to do with the actual written words below ( Read more... )