1. so it's three thirty something in the morning, and i'm not asleep. i'm nowhere near sleep for some god-awful reason, and it's terrible. i feel like something's going horribly, horribly wrong, and i'm completely powerless to stop it ( Read more... )

"just as treasures are uncovered from the earth, so virtue appears from good deeds, and wisdom appears from a pure and peaceful mind. to walk safely through the maze of human life, one needs the light of wisdom and the guidance of virtue."
--the buddha

so dubya signed a homeland security bill today. what does this mean for you?
1. all cargo on passenger aircraft and cargo ships coming to the u.s. from foreign ports are to be screened; that is to be implemented within three years ( Read more... )

seems to me that disasters like what happened yesterday in minneapolis could be avoided.
how? public transportation. observation. modernization.

( here's the prophet joel> )

nothing ever lasts like i'd like it to.
maybe i'm the cause.

( crap )

without inertia (2:46:59 PM): cos you know we manly men aren't in touch with our emotions
IndiexMcEmopants (2:48:38 PM): i'm a manly man and in touch with my emotions
IndiexMcEmopants (2:48:57 PM): you're just pretentious

so working as a cashier at wal-mart is currently my own personal slice of hell. seriously.

and it's not the job itself - it's easy, and i get to make smalltalk with people all day (a practice i believe is called "schmoozing"); it's all the stupid fucking morons that i have to deal with, not to mention the shameless white trash ( Read more... )

IndiexMcEmopants (1:02:57 PM): i am a satanist ( Read more... )

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i'm tired of all of this.

who drew the line?
who drew the line that cuts to the skin, buries me in?
tell me who drew the line
darling, don't close your eyes

lie as darnkness hardens
lie of our reunion
oh lie if god is sleeping

--vienna teng, pontchartrain