always in the shadows

now i barely smile
cause no one can see me

i have a big secret
want to know what it is?

well guess what

i'm not telling

i hate boy drama
its a waste of my time

you dont even know the whole story
and i'm not even going to bother
telling it to you

sometimes i walk

with my eyes closed

and i like it

almost got caught yesterday
but felt the need to do it

left to be alone
for a long time

I want to throw my face
into a bucket of cold water
just to feel

relieved

well the world is spinning still

you can always count on that
a little routine