How sad, a puppet with a love for her strings.

[__oceaneyes__]

Comments

[easymeat]

one important lesson I learned from psychology classes that I can tell you for sure is that your family members are the only one's that can help themselves. and as I know writing this in an attempt to help you is also useless because you are the only one that can help yourself as well. and the moment that you realize these things I hope it isn't to late. your family is the only thing you are letting hold you back, with your own excuses. so I challenge you as of tomorrow to go out and get a new job that pays more. make a resume. seriously apply to that school in new york. get on some antidepressant. anything! i dare you

[__oceaneyes__]

I did seriously apply to that school in New York, and I was seriously denied. I have a plan that potentially involves happiness without a trip to a doctor I can't afford. Families are ones biggest support system, and it's hard to turn your back on them and let go.

[easymeat]

you dont have to turn your back on them. just dont be a poo

[jennijinx]

kristina is right. but I might add, the more you help your family the more you hurt them.