01) What time did you start this? 3:14 pm ( Read more... )

Hey you!!!
Yes you
Yes you the one that looks like Christmas
Come over here and kiss me
Kiss me

Hey you!!!
Yes you
Yes you the one that looks delirious
Come over here and kiss me
Kiss me
( the cure have lyrics for everything )

yuck, we talked and it was very amiable but heartbreaking. I hate doing this! I cried so much when I got home, it was just like "how fucking sad is this? It's too sad for words." we were each others everything. there was so much love at one time... and I hate that immaturity had to be the cause of all of this. I hate that I enjoy other boys, and I ( Read more... )

hahahaaaaaa oh my god last night was the funniest thing ever. no alcohol involved! just a big empty house, eight lonely kids, dance music, and a bottle. I haven't seen better homoerotic action EVER- like way better then porn, lip biting, grinding, mounting, hahaha holy shit! Aaron got so much ass. So did Jakob. and we played truth or dare (sexual ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair and cut it off last night. Here are some pictures.

BUT BE FORWARNED:

okay, I am an exhibitionist. So DON'T click if you don't want to see like... a lot of me. don't worry.. no gash.
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today was silly- i have a cold, and so I feel funny and look pretty damn bad, and anyways.... Howard, Tanner, and their friend Ryan and I all went in my car to Freebirds' and all over. Tanner was so hungry, so we went there first and it was awful traffic at like 5:00 p.m (haha even though we started making plans at noon...) and it was good. I got a ( Read more... )

um, I don't even know what my brain is doing these days... i think the unbelievable is true- and I think they both know it- well they will soon. How come this always happens whenever a relationship is ending? It always happens! Every time, no fail. how strange.... I should probably take the road less traveled, and see what I've been missing all of ( Read more... )

wow. the show last night was seriously one of the best shows I have ever been to. The vanishing were so amazing, I could cry. just incredible. and The Undoing did so well!! Aaron was adorable, he was so excited. I went to the show with Tanner and Chelsea, and I saw a lot of my friends there. Poor lars was sick, and there was some stupid awkwardness ( Read more... )

mmm last night was pretty bad. I got so beyond trashed... and I ended up at some guy Mike's apartment with Howard and some other kids and abbey. everyone thought abbey was a gypsy and she did some fucking GREAT things that I feel obliged to keep secret.I was so so so drunk, and Howard was awesome to me. I think he's mad though, and I don't know why ( Read more... )

I forgot how fun it is to just be stupid. last night howie and I saw New York Minute at the dollar theatre and made a big mess and laughed at this obese middle aged man who came to see the movie... and sat in the corner alone... with a lot of napkins. we went to walmart, threw candy, played video games, and after the movie we went to the park and ( Read more... )