hey i cant update that much...a lot has happened....i broke up with james....ooo well umm i am going out with LUKE!! haha yea u know the one that is soo hot haha luke beechler! hee hee he is sick tho!! ha i went to his house yesterday hopefully i wont get sick!! hee hee im so bad! he he! but yes lets see my computer is gay i cant really type that ( Read more... )

today was my last day at work!! it was fun
i did absolutly nothing
it was great
i saw a lot of pepole i knew at the hospital
there was a really bad car accident today
and like the lady that came in was like DEAD!!
i was scared!! it twas scary!
i want to sleep even tho i cant
my butt hurts ive been sitting on it for too damn long
k byes!

my mom is gay she wont let me do ANYTHING!! what the hell is up with that
i want james to come home <333333
i miss stacey
i am gonna miss briana
i miss SARA!! bna
i miss i dont know who else i miss
but i sure as hell DONT miss my FAMILY
which im gonna have to be with them
for FUCKING 2 weeks
without them going to work or nething!
GAY AS HELL

i hate life i hate drama! whats the point if u have to be stuck behind in the mud when everyone else is running u by....its feels like im drowning and i cant find my way to the sun.....argh whats the point now?!?!.....................lost and can not be found...drowning and can not be saved....i dont know what to do anymore there is seriously ( Read more... )

i tried to call james today!! no answer!! he is leaving on monday!! thats a long time he will be home wednesday next week :( thats another week added to how long he was supposed to be gone...he was supposed to be home the 29th but now its not....aaahhh neways stacey comes home saturday!! and briana leaves wednesday! for nevada!! haha!! makes me ( Read more... )

ok last night i had the WEIRDEST dreams!! k this is what happened...it was halloween and like i was in this house with someone..i cant really remember that part but like it was supposed to be a scary house and like we went downstairs to the basement only it wasnt a basement it was like a cave a long cave....i was walking through it alone and then ( Read more... )

dude im bored.....i went tanning yesterday and i got a lil sunburned!! hee hee i hope i get tan! :D then i will be happy!! hee hee!! i cant wait until everyone can actually do something!! :D well i am gonna go i dont feel like writing a while bunch of stuff! laterz!!

i hate being bored! no one is awake its like 10:05 so i cant call anyone :(! :( i guess the sun should be used for something!! i will go tan....

k lets see nothing really interesting with me..it is friday and i was awake at 5:30 my stupid dad woke me up from a great dream that i was having about <33333333*him*<3333333333 aaahhh so in love.....pissed me off but hey thats ok....went swimming this morning and it was horrible...i mean yea i did ok but my muscles are soo fing sore!! i dont know ( Read more... )

ok i dont fucking get it! what is up with all the problems starting agian?!?! aaahhh!! i hate this all ok im not even gonna try and think about it...i dont want to it will screw up everything right now!! ok so neways lets see briana good job with ur games!! im glad for u!!! maybe i can go with u on monday!! doesnt that sound awesome!! i think i ( Read more... )