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well i cant sleep bc i keep thinkin about him. yea yea yea i know im a dork and a loser but im ok with that so who cares. ne way im soooo freakin tired but i cant fall asleep!!!!!! damn it!if i could just quit thinkin about so much crap then i know i could fall asleep but i just cant quit thinkin! damn me and my mind!! lol. well yea ima go bc i ( Read more... )

well ummmm nothing new has really happened. i wont be able to do much this weekend bc im gonna be a search retreat till sunday. im glad im goin but im also mad bc i am missing raymonds band again this is like the 5th time i missed seeing his band i feel so bad. o well. i know sunday....well atleast i think sunday night im goin out with lauren and ( Read more... )

all i have to say is it really fucking sux to be a girl!

wow im really bored. im at lunch and have nuthin better to do than write in this right now. come on bell ring so i can hurry up and get out of school! thank god you listened to me. o yea the bell just rang just in case you didnt get that. bye!

i just wanted to tell all of yall thank you so much for your support it had helped me so much. i wish i could tell all of you what happened but at this point in time im not really allowed to tell anyone what happened.......in time i will tell yall. i wish yall i could show yall how much all of this means to me. i got teared up when i read all of ( Read more... )

well shit today sucks.....ya know why.............bc im in fucking school! now i guess ill start waitin for the weekend. o yea christmas was fun and new years was.....well......interesting. o yea ryan broke up with his gf i hope that ass calls me i just hope he fucking calls. ill show that asshole just how big of a bitch i can be!!!!!! guys suck! ( Read more... )

just fuck it i dont fucking care anymore. i just give up there's only so much a person can fucking take so fuck it and fuck you!!!!!! sorry just had to vent.

well first off i just want to wish everyone a merry christmas!!! secondly i just backed some awesome christmas cookies that are freakin awesome!! lol. well i think today was the best christmas that ive ever had bc IT SNOWED!! hell fuckin yea! well i know this isnt a big deal to a lot of ppl but this is only the third time ive seen snow in my entire ( Read more... )

well mike and angelique left today. i miss them so much. well im trying to remember all that has happened since i last wrote but my days are meshing together and i cant remember when i did what. i know i think it was monday night lauren and i went to justins house. that was interesting. i might his friend silas, who was very cute and a very big ( Read more... )