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[__postmortem]

Everyone says that I've changed. That I'm different somehow, they just can't put their finger on it. I know what it is, and I know that You're responsible for this sudden change in character, heart and manner. All I can really say is thanks. There's a light in my life that wasn't there before, like the pilot light in my heart has been re-lit. Just

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[shoresoftripoli]

And you'll never miss a party, cause you'll keep them going constantly.

The best is yet to come. I hated turning 19, and 20, and even 21, but as time has gone on, I'm starting to realize that the whole "best years of your life" line about highschool and the year or two after, is complete horse shit.

Keep an open heart, you're on a wonderful path.

[__postmortem]

I've been having a hell of a time believing that line. Obviously all of those people claiming such things were completely delusional and/or drunk the entire few years. Oh wait, college. Duh.

And I'm really trying, it's showing in my everyday life and I really like the positive impact it's had on my family. There's already so much negativity in this house, I don't need to be contributing any more than absolutely necessary. Sometimes though, I don't even have to try. I just know what the right thing is and I don't fight the urges I get to follow that path. It's pretty neat.