so this is kinda weird for me. i haven't felt this way in over a year. and i honestly didnt think it would be possible for me to feel it again, but i do, and it's intense. and all i want to do is just forget about it, because i'm probably in way over my head, and acting like a fool. but what else is new ( Read more... )

$3200 / 3br - Large 3br and living rm for rent!!!!! (Upper West Side ( Read more... )

that sucked ( Read more... )

i only have three weeks of school left.
thats very weird for me. all of the stress
and panic of this year is just going to end.
and very soon. i'm not going to know
what to do with myself this summer. the only
concrete thing is working full time for
my ny fund. oh, by the way..donations are
graciously accepted ;)

oy. i'm mixed up
poop

trains ( Read more... )

i want to know when it was ever ok ( Read more... )

where is the fuckin snow ( Read more... )

i'm in a good place right now.
i swear ever since new years
it's like i'm a different person.
not entirely, just without the
depression. i feel ready for school.
i'm comforted with the fact that
i haven't been forgotten here.
i'm good. this is good.

man..he's such a sweet thing.
but i don't knoooooooooooooow

2006 is almost over. good.

i welcome 2007 with open arms
and i'm hoping for a better year

my resolutions-i'm going to kick even more ass in school ( Read more... )

1 - i worked 10 hours today. it was long and i'm exhausted. my boss was disgusting today ( Read more... )