never underestimate the importance of network.

i'd been trying to get a job- jobs i actually could see myself doing as a career. no such luck. in my search, i contemplated ridiculous things like copywriting for a gaming company. really cool job, but not for me. basically, i had to write backstories for an MMORPG game for my portfolio.

Forged from ( Read more... )

"There’s something you should know about me… about inception. An idea is like a virus. Resilient… highly contagious. The smallest seed of an idea can grow. It can grow to define, or destroy you." - Inception An Idea. Isn't that how we make the major choices of our lives ( Read more... )

marc tells me that there are only really two types of men- providers and companions ( Read more... )

studying is so much easier. here i am in the big unknown, striking it out on my own.

working for your dreams is hard, really hard. it's scary, i'm really really scared i won't get what i want. but i have to conquer that fear and just work, stick it out.

i give up too easily i think :(

initiative is important.

sometimes, it really feels as if i'm doing all the work here.

i really really really want to learn how to cook. i shall document the transformation, from crappy cook to gourmet chef. people say cooking at home is cheaper but that isn't necessarily true. i'm greedy, i want the best ingredients and lots of it. i just need lots of practice to get the technique right, and of course, to overcome my fear of oil LOL ( Read more... )

yesterday, my sis said to me, "don't take this the wrong way, but i think you should consider therapy ( Read more... )

increasingly, i find myself thinking that this wasn't what i signed up for.

but i suppose change is constant isn't it? it creeps up on people unnoticed until everyone looks like a stranger.

it's so frustrating that everyone's perspective is different, even though the same events can happen.

i wish there was a way i could peer into someone's heart, mind and soul (if you believe in such a thing), wouldn't it be nice to know for certain that that person was a good person ( Read more... )

The past few months have taught me something- i need structure in my life. i need a schedule, i need a goal, because i have very little self-discipline and procrastinator is my middle name.

however, i'm glad to say that i have finally finished all three seasons of Mad Men (i was good, i fell in love with the 1950s/1960s fashion!) and the lack of ( Read more... )