Epiphany? No.
It is up to you whether or not you want to click the cut below and listen to me ramble. I refuse to take up your friends page. *Nods*
Many a thing happened today. Many a thing. I can't decide whether I'm happy or upset, but a lot seems to be happening. We'll get the good out of the way first, because it's boring.
--The good--
I went to Concord Mills today. Yeh, the Sanrio store ^.^ KAWAII! I got a Japanese style lunch box (I'll post pictures somewhere at some point). And a ChibiMaru shirt. o.O I was happy. I also bought a bunch of hair clips, thick ones, and a Panda keychain. And... two hoodies. *BANG... shoots self* ...
I ordered several -actual- Japanese clothing items off of Ebay as well. Four, I think. Three shirts, and a hoodie-thing (which is actually Harajuku, not that Gwen Stefani crap...).
I met a girl named Alex who likes jRock. She doesn't live here though, whine. Anyway, the good ends here.
--The bad--
Many things went wrong today, starting with how SKANK American fashion is. Ninety percent of every store's shirts were Camisoles. Fuck that, it all looks like ho clothes. I was so mad. I have to order most of my clothes off line now because for some reason American's like to look like skank whores. It's a shame, really. The there's like American Eagle... *snore*
Next(ly), I fucked up on ebay. I accidently ordered an item twice. I could have died, my Mom's still mad about it. It was so ADD... I really need to pay attention to what I'm doing. I hate pissing my Mom off >.<
I really don't care what your opinion on this next part is (unless its encouragement). I've made my decision, 'stfu' ..
I'm cutting Coke from my diet, along with everything else but salad. That is, until I weigh 100 pounds. I'll also be doing sit ups, etc. This is healthy. I am not starving myself. I am honestly not happy with my body shape at the moment, and it's up to me to change that. I repeat, if you don't approve of this, I don't give a damn. Sorry. Please don't come preaching to me that I should be happy with how I look.
Now here I am with Bijou ^____^
