So things are going fairly well. I don't get to see Jess for awhile (at the least 3 weeks) that sucks but that's okay because we still talk online and on the phone. She is a most awesome girl. And I'm so glad she doesn't go to job corps because I do despise job corps relationships. So I'm going to Las Vegas in about a week. Is that not cool or what ( Read more... )

I'm in dire need of absolution. Okay this is when I call upon your help as friends...so I like this girl Jess...we've hung out like two times already and we really like each other. I'm not ready to start things off fast and I don't think she is either but you know...it's really hard. She expresses her feelings better online than in person it seems ( Read more... )

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Well I failed my math test. Mother fucker. I feel like a complete dumbass. Maybe it's true. Who knows now days. I'm not having the greatest day here. gah ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty good. Saturday I hung out with matt and we sat around Starbucks for a long time just drawing and sharing thoughts and jokes and other things. He got me a frappucino (Venti-caramel) greatest coffee in the world. We also had chinese food earlier. I love that guy. And then yesterday (sunday) me and my mother hung out and she ( Read more... )

Alas, what comes up must go down. This ride of joy didn't even last a full day....I was going good for quite some time and then I plummeted during the evening. But I did the smart thing and went right to bed. I think I'll just do that each time I get depressed maybe it'll end up going into hybernation. But of course these are silly hopes I know won ( Read more... )

The day isn't going so bad. Oh happy days right? Let's hope so. Anyways, I met this girl Jess on myspace and she's pretty rad from what I know about her so far. I also met this girl Trish here at job corp (new input) but I really don't want a job corp relationship because that is just idiotic on so many levels. I think my writing is improving and ( Read more... )

The weekend was spent in my room playing diablo 2. I'm fine with that though. I was feeling very creative this weekend but never payed it much attention just because I was much more abosrbed in the game and shit. I know, i'm an idiot. Expanding my world of art versus frying brain cells by killing demons and hunting down diablo....decisions ( Read more... )

well it seems as though this weekend is going to suck. I'm all by myself here at job corps and I was supposed to go out with adam but it was too much to deal with because I've been in an extremely shitty mood all day. I've been avoiding everyone today because I don't feel like talking to people when i'm in a bad mood ( Read more... )

It's cold oustide and I'm trying to get the most out of it. Today also holds a light drizzle in the wind. I just wish I had someone I could share this with but I don't so I will do whatever I can to make it just as good. I can't wait till I go to Las Vegas...just the whole experience of flying (I'm going to love that the most)and staying in a hotel ( Read more... )