right now, i officially hate life.

am i a bad person?
seriously, why do i get treated like shit so often?

lately, i've been depressed, pissed, or disappointed.
those are the only three feelings i seem to have any more.

obviously, his friends are MUCH more important than me:
someone who's been there and cared for him for more than two years.

I HATE being such a paranoid person ( Read more... )

two years ( Read more... )

sex.

i like that word.

livejournal! it's been a loong time. sorry i've neglected you.

a LOT has happened though!
let's seee
-i got my car
-will and i broke up
-marc and i got back together
-i popped two tires on my car.
-school is out!!!
-and TOMORROW is my surgery
 eep i'm kinda scared. not so much of the actual surgery, just the whole being in the hospital and blah blah blah. ( Read more... )

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well, it's time to update ( Read more... )

ooohhh shiieeeet.

i'm beginning to like this boy, will, a whole lot.
djgheehddhsf 
=)

TODAY WAS AMAZING.

AND I GOT MY HOMECOMING DATE!


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I'm becoming more and more attracted to him.
And it's starting to get exciting.

I haven't felt the beginning of liking someone since 9th grade.
that's such a long time ago.