You can't make me go outside ( Read more... )

so about a month ago ( Read more... )

you play me; BUT I AM NOT YOUR TOY

i made my dad cry last night, its was sad.
i cryed too. things are all down hill.
& i dont know when it happend.
were moving, im trying to get my mom to move into the MCSWAIN area.
shes considering itthere like million dollar houses, oh well ( Read more... )

I'm still loosing whats left of my self-esteem.
I'm smiling hoping it will keep me sane.
Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.
Thats how i play it so i wont get hurt.

She wants a better body.
And some supermodel moves,
Because in her head
She's always been the ugly oneim pretty content with life. im pretty content with my emotions. ( Read more... )

no no no you just dont know. so stop saying you do ( Read more... )

things are weird. straight trippin. im going to the dr's. today. so i can get my hormones tested. im kind of scared about that. :[ i kind of redid my layout. & added a new pic. i ate a poptart for breakfast. it was good. strawberry. yuuum. :] lol..si ive been thinking. im happy with my life right now. really happy ive got so much stuff to do. like ( Read more... )

so of course. i am here. & i am bored.

&& i am pissed,
sad,
upset,
& disapointed,

looks like im not getting a pig this year to show at the fair.
because i have no place to keep it.
because the border' fell through.
im really sad.
this meant alot to me.

i feel blue.

because this shit sucks

but i thought youd like more random ass pictures. so here they are ( Read more... )

i thought id post some pictures.

( you THINK you can break me )

im getting a pig!

im selling it at merced county fair.
im so exited.
i love the FFA now. <33

its about 200 to buy it.
but the average sale is about 1,000!!
omg im so exited.
& my dads going to help me.

You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction ( Read more... )