lately. people have been lying. to me. and it hurts. i cant take it. and i act happy, and i act like it doesnt bother me, i guess im getting everything i want, but it doesnt seem like its all happening at the right time. my mom of all fucking people. and daniel, he was lying to me and not telling me what he did the night before. but we fixed that, ( Read more... )

i hate this.
all the tension thats going on.

between people i have come to care about.
about people that care about me.
and im not sure how to feel,

or what to do.
all this is really getting to me.
all of this is really fucking lame.

hey unfaithful, i will always love you.

love is great.
<3333333333333

i had so much fun last night. i'll admit i was shy at first because it was my first time meeting sonya and her brother brian [matt had work], but holly shit i had fun. i got so wasted, i couldnt even stand up right, daniel practicly carried me back to his car at like 12. and i kept laughing, then id fall asleep on sonyas couch. fuuuckkk then i came ( Read more... )

THIS AFTERNOON
so lauren get her license today, so she came and picked me and patricia from my house, and we went to jack in the box [i was so glad i got my jack in the box] and i bought them lunch with this 20 dollar "jack cash" card i got for xmas. ima highh roller, i got 97cents left on it. :] and lauren brought her doogie, its soo cute. but it ( Read more... )

you should add my BFF kameron. duh.

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so im on myspace and is says i have new image comments. and those are my favorite thing to get on myspace! so natrually i am so happy. but to my suprise i find they are from one of the most anyoying person i am forced to engage with at school. bleh.

so i read them and they say: "omfg god emily, you are so emo. this picture is so sexy. very emo!" ( Read more... )

i almost forgot.

santa brought me a DVD player for my room. :]

pee ess ess.
i just got my ipod to work im so happy.

so christmas is all over now. i hate to report i am sad about it. i love christmas.

but i am glad to tell you i got everything i wanted and more.

from the parents, little brother and sister.

ipod shuffle.abecrombie and fitch jeans.tiffanies earings. [yes the little blue box.]cell phone holder.purple vans.

from my daniel.

pajamas with slippers.75 ( Read more... )

so its almost fuckkking christmas. its christmas eve!

and dont worry i know fuuuckking isnt the best word to add to that sentence but its how i feel.

this is seriosly my favorite holiday of the year. im so exited.

well last night i was at daniels and he gave me one of my xmas gifts ealry and its a 75 dollar gift card to pacsun. because i needed ( Read more... )