my eyes are popping out of my head at this moment
what to do what's in my poc?
what to do when your
oh nevermind

So far I love my job--then again it's only my second day of training. I got paid to drive to the hospital and get another TB test and we ended up painting our nails today for no aparent reason. Mine are royal blue and even though I have only about a quarter inch of nails on each finger--I like how they look. It reminds me of grade school. I'm ( Read more... )

my dad is cutting some wood with some power saw and something must have went wrong because he just yelled "holy god in hell."

now is a time when i wish i would have been nicer to people in high school. maybe then i would have more people to talk to. i feel like a lost puppy just following people around --i call them so much-- but i'm really just lonely.

my moods have now affected my showering habits. i switched from hot to cold and then decided to decorate the walls with shaving cream and expensive shampoo. it was glorious/

I'm really craving a great friend right now. Someone who will love me despite my flaws, who I can tell every single detail of my life and not feel stupid at all. But, I feel stupid around most people most of the time ( Read more... )

I've been sitting in this hotel room for three hours listening to Fergie and playing Zelda on my old game boy. The most I've accomplished today was eating a buttload of mcdonalds and making small talk with strangers about my plans for the future. And I'm here in River Falls because I am not trusted to stay home by myself. But after this "family ( Read more... )

These past few weeks haven't been my greatest. Live and learn I guess. This has been thee longest day of my life.


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I'm bored. And uptight. And worrysome. I don't know if that is a word. I'm tempted to stop taking pills and see how I would fend for myself. I'm so weird. When I'm nervous I repeat the names of drugs in my head. Lu-VOX. AT-i-van.
Ro-HYP-nol. Nor-TRIP-tyl-ine.

I'm PREDATORY! Do you hear? Predatory..yeah.


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