and suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love

Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you

Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs

just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall

And suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love

Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you

Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs

just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall

I am a magical thinker. somebody slap me.


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my new thing is men with dark facial hair..

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Dayton was upset when he couldn't find his video today. So he ran and cried and screamed ( Read more... )

I've been staring at this screen for two hours, eating buttered elbow noodles and listening to old love songs. and I don't know what to think anymore..about anything.

Nick's gone and so is a chunk of me. But, I listen to the tape he made me and remember. we had good times. he's not gone forever.

And I've always fall fast with too much trust
in the promising that
"No ones ever been here, so you can quell those wet fears"
and I want purity
I must have it here right now.

But don't you get me started now

so Nick has left and I feel horrible.

So I hung out with Dayton, an autistic boy, and his therapist today. I really enjoyed in and am going back on friday. His mom likes me and I'm going to get payed by the county to hang out with him. Pretty much babysit, but probably do some basic occupational therapy with him as well.

I'm excited that my days with IGA might finally be numbered.

so living without a straigtener is basically hell. just like waiting for your period.