The sun is up and the birds are singing my tune, what more could a man...er demon ask for? An afternoon drinking with Freddles didn't hurt
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I sipped my drink, and then put it down to shovel some Chinese food into my mouth. This was nice. I felt really comfortable with Lorne, and the food helped too. So did the drink.
"So how have you been? I haven't talked to you much lately, and I'm sorry for that. A lot's been going on...you probably don't want to hear me go on about it, so I'll spare you." I ate some more food as I finished talking.
Part of me wanted to spill my guts to him, and he probably could tell from my aura that something was bothering me, but I didn't know. I hate to just keep yammering on to someone like that. I know it gets annoying after awhile.
Plus, I wasn't sure he would understand why I felt the way I did. Maybe he would side with Charles, that would be the worst. I mean, all the guys around here seem to think I'm constantly a poor damsel in distress that needs to be rescued.
"So anyway...catch me up on the life and times of Lorne since we last talked."
"I'm thinkin the life and times of yours truly can wait."
I said with a world famous Lorne smile.
"What do you say Freddinks, why don't you tell me about the life and times of Winifred Burkle, since your aura is as muddled as a badly made sea breeze."
I paused. "I...I don't know..." I started to eat my food slower. "I don't know if you'd...understand..."
I'm so conflicted, and I'm not even sure where to begin. I kept eating, trying to find a way to put this all into words that made sense.
"I'm so...Oh Lorne, I'm so angry and I shouldn't be angry at him, but I am. But I'm also sad, and half the time I want to cry, and I'm not sure why...Seidel, he ruined my life. He's ruining it even now."
I stopped eating altogether, trying to hold back tears that were threatening to fall. I looked up at Lorne, into his eyes.
"Things have changed, Lorne, and I don't know what to do."
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"So how have you been? I haven't talked to you much lately, and I'm sorry for that. A lot's been going on...you probably don't want to hear me go on about it, so I'll spare you." I ate some more food as I finished talking.
Part of me wanted to spill my guts to him, and he probably could tell from my aura that something was bothering me, but I didn't know. I hate to just keep yammering on to someone like that. I know it gets annoying after awhile.
Plus, I wasn't sure he would understand why I felt the way I did. Maybe he would side with Charles, that would be the worst. I mean, all the guys around here seem to think I'm constantly a poor damsel in distress that needs to be rescued.
"So anyway...catch me up on the life and times of Lorne since we last talked."
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I said with a world famous Lorne smile.
"What do you say Freddinks, why don't you tell me about the life and times of Winifred Burkle, since your aura is as muddled as a badly made sea breeze."
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I'm so conflicted, and I'm not even sure where to begin. I kept eating, trying to find a way to put this all into words that made sense.
"I'm so...Oh Lorne, I'm so angry and I shouldn't be angry at him, but I am. But I'm also sad, and half the time I want to cry, and I'm not sure why...Seidel, he ruined my life. He's ruining it even now."
I stopped eating altogether, trying to hold back tears that were threatening to fall. I looked up at Lorne, into his eyes.
"Things have changed, Lorne, and I don't know what to do."
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"Freddikins, just tell me what it is"
I said with a soft tone, not unusal for me, unless I am talking to Angelcakes.
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