i made a new journal.
i guess i am starting to become one of those girls i hate, always switching things up, never satisfied.
but oh well....
shit
_____cuntagious
5 _'s
<3
adddddd and shit

i think he loves me, and when he leaves her, he's coming out to california ( Read more... )

christmas tomorrow, joy.
i have been SO depressed and i don't know why
maybe i have bi-polar syndrome or something.
fuck, i wish i had a reason why
i've been having the most awkward dreams.
ex boyfriends, cheating, current boyfriends, more cheating,
and some breaking up too.
always fun.......

i guess i'll go cut my hair, and switch up my layout.

christmas eve, and i have to work.
lovely.
and i don't even get my check before christmas, so i have to buy everyone's gifts after christmas, and i can't pitch in for alcohol new year's eve.
fucka
last night, i was pretty high.
i drove home.

that's the sound of a heart taken

sometime's i feel i know strangers better than i know my friends.
<3
i don't think i have a heart anymore, either

EVERYONE, tell me what i bitch i am.
i want to know.

every time i listen to this song, i have this music video playing in my head ( Read more... )

i feel so horrible.
i AM the worst girlfriend EVER.

i have TWO jobs now, and still going to school.
i start my second job tomorrow.
austin and i are back together.
i got my computer to work.
i interviewed justin diener with BFL productions today.
casey's leaving saturday, so we're partying it up friday.
with james<3 ( Read more... )

it's kinda sad, this is austin's song to me. mos def ( Read more... )

so i heard this saying one time ( Read more... )