Im back from... Harrington the land of Wheat(and nutten else!)

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I’m up in Harrington right now helping my uncle to set up his computer for his business. I decided to kind of keep a journal and if anything note worth happens ill let you, my dieing fans, know all about it

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[purplestain]

I don’t know if I should take this as a, "I am sorry for being an ass." but I do see where you are coming from. I am not going to play the whole empathy game because I have decided that it pisses people off more than it helps them. So the only thing I really have to say is that I do not hate you for the way you have been acting because I knew the Marty b4 this mess. Yet at the same time you blame this on your feelings for your ex, which in some ways makes sense. But at the same time I don’t know if you notice this much, but both lynz and I see it and hear it in you. You miss basics soo much that you are also taking those hated emotions out on your friends too. I talked to my uncle who was let go when he got back from Korea and he said that he went to basics and to war a whole man but when he came back a part of him was missing, both because he missed his new family so much and also because he was not happy with what he was able to do. He hated knowing he could have done more when they released him. And I think that you may feel the

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you know that could be to. Infact you might just be right on that. ive talked to a lot of my battles who went on. Perhaps its eating away at me that im home and they are over there risking thier life. but yeah in the army you become such a close net comunity, it quickly becomes your second family.

[purplestain]

yes i know this. and the problem is that you seem to take it out on random people. the worse part is you do it arround lindsey, and she did not know you before you went to basics, then you also take it out on taylor at the movies. these two are very good friends of mine and if you make them feel bad and not like you it is harder to hang out with you. as of right now i probably will not hang out with you a lot, because i have my weekends set to spend with lindsey, and she has stated her feelings towards you and would rather not be arround you. and i respect her wishes. but i still like talking to you and if you give me a few days notice about skipping work and going to seattle with you i might just be able to do that. :P any ways take care

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will do. Honestly if that how she feel well thats her right