Oh man, it was so great tonight! i was so hyped. And I got to spend most of the night with Sean :">. I got a massage from him and he and I decorated his car because it was really dirty so we wrote all over it. There was one rule in decorating his car, neither of us was allowed to write "Wash Me." on it. But! I dented the dent proof car :D ME! Slash ( Read more... )

The show was awesome tonight. Havl and I hung out and such it was good times. I loved it. I got really tired towards the end of it though, but that's okay. My dad got me flowers. ...then he yelled at me when he got home, but what ever.

I took some pictures of my flowers and guitar tonight while I was home alone. I'll show you some of them:


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I wish I were amazing.

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I always wondered who would be the first to loose it. Now I know who it is, and I'm shocked here I thought it would be me, and I'm sure everyone else did too.

But, still its...yeah

I'm quite happy that Victor is back in my life. He and I have known each other since the sixth grade, and he's like a brother to me. Its nice to be able to talk to him and stuff about everything and nothing. He's a good guy. And I just thought that I would say how greatful I am to have him back in my life. We were really close up until freshmen ( Read more... )

Would I be letting you win in my non reaction?
And, how would I explain?
How would I explain this to my children if I had them?
Because I can not
Because I can not
Because I cannot afford to be misread one more timeIf you've read my blog or my other LJ you'll know that I'm depressed because I can't do anything right. I'm not good enough for my self ( Read more... )

:O its nine minutes before 11 and I get to go to bed! This is amazing!

Gah, there just so much going on in this next week ( Read more... )