I ruined everything

but what's new?

I hate myself so much right now

tonight just might be worse

but I deserve it

I did something really stupid last night. really really stupid
for so many different reasons

I've had a huge lump in my throat since then
and I honestly feel like I'm going to throw up

I want jason home so badly
=*(

since saturday I've had bug bites on the undersides of my wrists and on one side of my face. I just figured out how they got there

it's the funniest story that you'd never want to hear

1| list 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will
2| don't say who they are
3| never discuss it again

( righto )

I wish he understood the full meaning of the words "I love you more than final fantasy vii"

silly little girl
can't stand a week with out her boyfriend

..I feel pretty pathetic

but I'm just so sad =(
he's so far away

I can't wait for him to come home
ackkk

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jason a. watson
is
the most
incredible boy
I've ever met

ahh

<3

I wish FFVII was real

ps
is there any explaination for sephiroth's one angel wing?