ive been weird lately, stressed over the wrong things; i know. no one seems to understand but i cant make them. the only thing that really hasnt gone sour is me and stephen so thats where i look to for stability and over all sanity ( Read more... )

i hate the computer.

theres so much more to do in the day than to sit down infront of this hypnotizing creation and worry about what other people think or say or what dramatic shindig is going on presently. fuccckk the computer.

i seriously hope this is the last time i turn this fucker on.

reading my friends page i noticed everyone only rights about how their day went. or any event they were involved in that day. boring. i know everyone has lives, but i dont know why people dont write more about what their lives makes them feel. anyway ( Read more... )

sleepess nights, atlast we meet again.

post script. some people just never fucking stop ruining your life. well fuck you, fuck you. i hate how when you dont hurt me you hurt someone close to me. i pray for the day you get over yourself and realize youre killing your best friend. i hate you with the kind of passion that can put a girl in prison.

i wish i didnt have a tummy.

tomorrow tim burton's new film comes out: BIG FISH. and i cant wait. i love timmy b, he's my favorite director and rightly so.

last night something spontaneous happend ( Read more... )

great year so far. this year i want to try and lose weight. only like 10 lbs.

ive been going places and seeing pictures i want to take but i never have my camera with me. im making it a point to have it with me at all times. poison was a cool band.

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he makes me laugh so hard tears fall from my eyes and a sharp pain in my side tickles at my ribs. this could be the start of something brillant.
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nicole is here! nicole is here!
we've just been doing this & that.
the breakfest club is on my tv. life is good.
tomorrow: stephen & i together, alone, for the first time in 5 days. life is good ( Read more... )

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