It seems like life has a funny way of it's course. But here I sit thinking about possibly one of the most interesting people I have met, but not in just a distance sort of feeling. After having a single person on your mind for this many years, it seems extremely strange to be holding them at such a close distance ( Read more... )

What a fricken awesome plant. I love eating peas, I feel like I have ate them everyday for the past week or so. So flippen good.

If only you could bring my pieces together... your all I want. All I want.

Man, I have a cold like no one's business. Trying to work today was horrible, my ears and everything was so stuffed up.

Well, I'm getting ready for bed, maybe tomorrow won't feel so fish bowl-ish.

Good morning mother earth.

now there is no more hesitation, we move forward with out any solace.

picking up the field mice and boppin' on the head ( Read more... )

So, last night in Grand Rapids turned out to be a huge success. I danced so much that I ended up bruising my back up a good one. Joe LaPorte went up to the Intersection with me. We listened to Dashboard, and had a great big sing along the whole way up. I really wanted to listen to my MSTRKRFT though. I love the album "Fist of God" so awesome ( Read more... )

Okay, can I ignore the internal nagging? Possibly.
Today is going to honestly be a test of how strong I am mentally, I know I can figure logically, but matters of the heart are wild. Matters of the heart follow into this almost feral instinct. I find myself consistently yearning. I want things to run like the story line in my mind, which is ( Read more... )

Tonight I went out to a small show. While singing and dancing I realized how much of my happiness is codependent on movement. I feel 20 times better after dancing around and around.

I sang, danced, saw some amazing friends. Made some really great friends. Oh, this slight no job adventure has been great I love it.

It's taken everything in my just to ( Read more... )

cause I need a lover with soul power...

soul soul power.