if i look up and the sky's not there

[__sidekick]

i got my bike back today, and returned his sweatshirt that i've been trying to avoid ever since the break-up. it was the most painfully awkward situation, and not in a way that i could laugh at. he managed to notice that i was wearing new shoes, but failed to acknowledge anything else (you know, like, the fact that he broke up with me and has

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[ruckusgochild]

WTF? Boys are weird sometimes. Oftentimes, I think.

I kind of really know the feeling. I think him being sort of douchey might be a blessing 'cause at least he's not dragging you around leading you on to think it still makes sense despite the fact that it did make sense until he turned into a weirdo.

[__sidekick]

yeah they are! it's so weird because he's always been such a "good" boyfriend (whatever that means), things have almost always made sense and when they didn't we could talk about it.

you're right about the blessing, i mean, the more mad i get at him the easier it is to ignore the sad and hurt part of me, but i'm also not sure how healthy that is.

UGH! want to beat him up for me?

[ruckusgochild]

Haha, me beating people up... I only hit with words and distorto-guitar. And now sometimes also with my cello army.